somewhere along the line we fell apart
and i know you don't want to admit it
but sometimes it's letting go that makes you strong.
forever was always a bittersweet lie,
said to keep your heart beating while mine broke
again and again. but now i've learned what courage is
and i've learned that i can and must stand alone
(even if it hurts.)
take a breath of that polluted january air
and know that no matter how many tears you shed,
i'll always shed more as i stand outside
drinking in the frigid feelings of rejection,
letting the tears freeze in perfect crystal reminders
of the hell you put me through.
don't look at me like it's unfair and don't you dare
ask for me to forgive you and move on.
you had your chance.